Random Thoughts

Chica you better come back because I miss the schnitzels outta you.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

Merry Christmas to all my friends! Near or far (for the most part far) I wish you the best christmas day possible and love all of you! Enjoy yourselves my second family!

Happy whatever holiday you celebrate this season! (wow, I'm being politically correct for once)

Fuck it, Merry Christmas y'all.

Yeah fuck political correctness! If someone came up to me and told me 'Happy Hanukkah' I'd just say 'thank you!' and be on my way

Someone told me that today and I was like "thank you! You too!"

so in the space of a week:

Cambridge has invited me to take part in their debating team in january and i have a conditional offer for if i go to Uni in 2015..

I've been nominated to be Vice President (Further Education) of NUS UK..

I've also been nominated to be a disability officer in NUS

Whilst on my way to the hospital i got a business card from the people who published Queen Rowling.

I can't process all of these opportunites why me how

Do yourself a favor.

Don't question and accept it lol

I'm trying haha, just a bit overwhelmed that this all happened, life's meant to be boring!

well, if you want a boring life, you can sent the business card to me

this is why having a phobia of change is bad-
One of my websites has changed its formatting for he first time in 6 years.
I just logged on, managed about on comment and had a panic attack.
I now cannot go back on there....

Congrats Mer!  You deserve them all!

so im pretty sure you know 2013 hasnt been the best year of me-
but now its time for a new leaf and less stress-
so hears to 2014
-raises metiphorical glass of champaign-
and hears to a good year to come....

*clashes glass* cheers

That awkward moment when you're at a Christian camp and you're listening to a worship session because it's the only warm building around and you're freezing your ass off and you're in the process of converting to another religion entirely. (wow that was a mouthful)

happy new year bitches! Here's to another year of sweet rps and friends.

Happy New Year folks!

Just a random thing, anyone whose interested should check out my tumblr
It's dragonprincess413

im in a really gooey mood and no one is online to snap me out of it.
its kinda a sad gooey mood though
dont as me how that works, it just does.

So like, this has been running for more than 2 years now. Like, when i first joined, i never expected to last this long- fact about me. I have wandering feet. I join things and fade into the forgotten realms within 6 months.
But here...You are the first set of people who I have wanted to stay with. wanted to be online and talk to you every day.
Give yourselves a pat on the back, sweet peas. You've managed what other people haven't- to keep me here....just by being yourselves (well....and your characters)
ok. I HATE you all for this. I always kept my distance BECAUSE i never wanted to care. I never wanted to have friends that live THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD FROM ME because like... it just really annoyed me.
BUT I ALSO LOVE YOU. BECAUSE OF THIS EXACT REASON. I seriously could not imagine my life without some of you- and i wouldnt want to.
In some of my darkest days in the last 2 years, you have been there to be my light. (dear god. thats cheesy. but its true)
SOmetimes.....just with the comments you make, you make me smile even when i want to cry, and that makes my life that tiny more bit bearable.


so what this extreamy random thing spweing out of my brain is trying to say is...Thank you.
Thank you for being there- even though 'there' is just the other side of a computer screen.
Thank you for being who you are, weather that be crazy, funny, grumpy, whatever. 
THank you for loving me for who I am- warts and all (trust me. i know im difficult to like. Im demanding, rude, grumpy, British...) (I love that i add British to the reasons no one should like me. PATRIOTISM AT ITS BEST)
Thank you (mainly Death) for accepting the fact that you get really badly written cards through the post for no other reason that I wanted to send you a funny card.
Thank you for Accepting the fact that I will NEVER learn to spell.

I love you all. Seriously. In a 'If you ever do anything stupid like disspear, I will hunt you down just to check you are alive' way. 

Gooey post over. I think.
But really. I adore you and I thank you for every minute in the last 2 years

Aww, River!  

We all love you too!    

I'm always here if you need to talk!  

River!

-Squeezes-

You're simply the best!

Oh River!

*CAUTION extreme hug*

Your amazing as always!

-cries- FEEELLLSSSSSSS

-smushes River in a ginormous hug because she's amazing-  I love you too sweetheart. :3 I ain't leaving y'all any time soon. Even though I ain't been on in a hell of a long time (fuck you, life) I ain't leaving.

firstly. Crouch, you put hat song in my head. like....all the way through work, i was singing it.



secondly. I really mean it. really.

Muahahaha! My evil plan is complete!
<.<
>.>

I mean, love all you guys too! Seriously, I'd never know what to do with myself without you guys!