Hospital Wing

"It was right around when I started to get sick.. but I think I also came back to check on Crouch.. to see if maybe he had changed.. the plan was Snape and Dumbledore would mix me up a cure and then i would be on my way to steal as I pleased.. but I guess once I got here and I remembered how peaceful it can be I didn't want to leave.. it feels like home here.."

"Yeah Hogwarts has something fro everyone..." Or at least I thought it did...

"You know I'm curious, what was Crouch like before he went nuts?"

"troubled... but like in that hot bad boy way.. deep.. logical. Like the most intelligent guy I had ever met.. and quite sweet once you got past his walls... and then.. he just changed like over night. It was difficult to understand."

"Well... let me tell ya what his first crazy act was. Throwin' ya away."

Blush tinted her face a little "well.. I kinda left him.. but it was me or the Death Eaters.. pretty obvious which path he chose."

"Really? I thought he went on to get merit badges and became an Eagle Scout..." I tease her a little.

She laughed picturing the sight "Oh man that would be hilarious to see.. I don't think I would have gotten back with him after that either... can't stand too goody. it's just not me"

"Yeah, I guess I see where your coming from."

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IC she grinned "what can I say.. I have a particular type.. its called completely wrong for me or unobtainable.."

"And where'd Chimmy fall into?"

She paused looking a little sad at the mention of his name "I guess somewhere in the middle... you can't take someone like him and put him in a committed monogamous relationship.. it just doesn't work.

"I don't know.... I mean, ya actually got him to consider it. That ALONE is a miracle."

"But now he's working with Jim and I'm not going through another thing like with Crouch.. I know Jim is going to get him hurt as well as change who he is.. and it doesn't matter what I say to him.."

I sigh, "History... has a REALLY sick way of repeating..."

She sighed "next thing I know I'll be waking up in a hospital bed with out all my memories again.."

"You know, I TRY to have faith in Chimmy, I really do. But this..." I shake my head, "He can be REALLY shit stupid sometimes."

"it's partially my fault too.. he mentioned about us when I ran into him just now.. I guess that would put a bit of strain on our relationship.."

"Yeah but... I forgave him after he sent me to damn Azkaban to try and get Potion!!" I slam the table next to me in anger.

She couldn't help but jump at little at his sudden outburst "hey chill.. all will be well.. I guess he and I just weren't meant to be and that's just that and I'll have to live with it."

"Yeah..." I exhale a bit, "Sorry... if anyone you should be pissed now."

She curled her knees into her chest wrapping her arms around them "The thing is.. I can't really be mad at him.. my mind keeps thinking of ways I should have been a better girlfriend.. should have put more effort into it... all I could do just now was yell at him and then kiss him..such an idiot.."

"Look, none of this is your fault."

OOC and IC "Seriously, Chimmy is a certifiable impulsive idiot. "

she rested her head on her knees looking at him "then why can't I see him as that?"

"Because ya love him."

A tear slid down her cheek "I really do..."