The Great Hall

"Well, if you want to know so bad, just take a look into my memories!"

"I'm afraid I can't. I'm not too good with magic." I answer modestly.

I sigh, "Fine..." I run a hand through my shaggy, dark brown hair and begin, "When I was a child, my mother worked while my father stayed home with me. He would beat me endlessly, because I was the son he never wanted.

"I went to school, but I was bullied by EVERYONE, without even one friend. All because I loved science. All because I was smarter than them... I've been hated my whole entire life!!"

I watch him sympathetically, "That's... awful..."

"Yes... And even when I thought some were being nice to me, it all ended up being a cruel prank to get my hopes up and then crush it..." I look at him, the insanity having been replaced with guilt, shame, and what seems like all the sorrow in the world.

"That most certainly wasn't right of them."

"You're one of the few who think so..." I sigh, shaking, thinking of Sally and the wrong I committed to her. Terrible... Hopeless... Filthy... That's all I am...

"I don't believe that's true. There's a lot more good in the world than you would think."

I laugh, madness still lurking. "How funny..."

I look confused and bewildered, "What is?"

"Oh nothing... Nevermind me, I'm just INSANE! Ahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!". I laugh insanely, falling to the floor in laughter.

I step back a little, not knowing how to deal with this problem.

"But don' you think by hurting them, you're proving them right?"

OOC I just thought of Crona xD

IC I laugh, "I'm proving that revenge feels GREAT!!"

"But one shouldn't seek revenge. It corrupts your soul."

I chuckle madly, "But it feels so good and wonderful!" I just continue to look more mad and crazy as I slip further into Insanity's comforting arms.

"But you must find some other joy in life, like love or friendship."

OOC This Carebears moment brought to you by...

"Why not all?! Ahahahaha!!!"

OOC LOL! xD (Btw, texted you my reply to your PM. I'm on my phone)

OOC Oh right! Sorry forgot!

IC

"Surely there's someone who likes or loves you!"

OOC Me: There is, and don't call me Shirley.

OOC Lol, it's okay.

IC My laughing slows, and the guilt and shame returns to my face. "There's one who loves me... But I don't know how she still does..."

I smile, "Well you must have something good in you for someone to love you."

"It's a wonder why she does... After what I did to her..." My eyes start to water, and I look a lot like my daughter does when she's depressed.

"The Lord our God is merciful and forgiving, even though we have rebelled against him;"

"Daniel 9:9"

I roll my eyes and sigh, "I don't believe in any stupid god..."

I frown at him, "You might not, but please at least respect my beliefs."

"You're right, I'm sorry..." I look away, sitting down, hugging my legs to my chest like a child.