Honora Castellum

At hearing this, that infinite pit of guilt comes back to my heart and stomach. "I... I attacked Strayers...?" I'm terrible... Just terrible...

"You were under the spells influence, it wasn't you."

"But... If..." I look down at my hands, trying to remember, but can't. But if Crest said it, it must be so... I start to hit myself on my arms, trying my hardest to make a bruise.

-I grab her arm.- "Stop!"

I break out into sobs, throwing myself onto him, "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry..."

-I hold her closely.- "It's okay Sam..."

"No... I hurt some of your family..." I'm clutching him tightly, as if I'm a kid crying for forgiveness from his mom after he'd done something he shouldn't have.

"It's fine.. no one is dead, we forgive you..."

OOC Okay, I'm so curious about the Joker now, I've started watching scenes on Youtube! xD

IC My sobbing dies down a bit, but I still look as though I haven't slept for days, feeling terribley guilty, my eyes red and puffy from crying. "I want it to stop, Crest... I want it to stop..."

OOC lol what do yuo think? Oh btw mind if I bring Crest to Beaux?

IC

"It's going to stop, once we force the cure out of Crouch..."

OOC I don't mind! Go ahead! And yeah, if I didn't know any better, I'd say him and Crouch are twins! xD

IC "... Can I ask a favor, Crest?"

OOC these are my favorite laughs of the Jokers: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lb8fWUUXeKM

IC

"what is it dearest?'

It takes me a second to speak. "Will you imprison me someplace? Until I'm completely cured?"

-I get wide eyed, but then consider her words. It was probably for the best, despite not wanting to do it.-

"Yes... we can do that if you need."

I hug him tightly, "I don't want to hurt anyone... I don't want to get to the point where I'll kill someone..." I sound completely serious, but sad in my last sentence,

"And no matter what I say... Don't let me out until I've been cured..."

-My heart falls and my face weakens considerably.- "Very well..."

I look up at him, my eyes watering. "Thank you... I'm sorry that we both have to go through this..." I look down, "I just don't want to hurt or kill anyone... I don't want to hurt you..."

ROFL!!! xD xD xD That was fucking AWESOME!!!

OOC Make me diabolically laugh for 2 minutes straight lol

IC

"It's understandable... here... I'll lead you to the.. cells.. now..."

I nod, staying close to him the whole time, wiping the tears from my eyes.

-I hold her and then talk into my Strayer pin.-

"Ready cell 818. Furnish it. No sharp objects. Do it."

I feel my stomach churn in nervousness. Being locked up... It makes me think of the orphanage... But this time, it's to save everyone else from madness...

-I take her down to cell 818, which was furnished with a bed and all the comforts of home possible.-

I smile a small smile, "Looks more cozy than I would've thought for a cell..."

-I smile at her.- "Thats only because I ordered it in."