Paris, France

Subject: Sydnay Mon Jul 09, 2012 5:18 pm

She grew slightly colder. 'It already does, proving him wrong is the only thing that got me this far.' it was true, she had never been given another motivation in her life.

'Like i said before, i actually like being a Death Eater sometimes, the blood...' she trailed away, shrouded by her desire for violence.

Subject: Artemis Strayer (Sound) Mon Jul 09, 2012 5:21 pm

-I gesture around us- "Look at them Sydnay, you could have this! All of it! Harming people is not strength, on the contrary it shows stark weakness. True strength comes from yourself."

Subject: Sydnay Mon Jul 09, 2012 5:23 pm

gtg soon, may or may not be back depending on how tired i am >_>

'I DON'T WANT IT!' her hands had grown talons now, feeling the need to shift into a panther and draw blood. Sydnay was barely keeping herself together.

'I...want to cause pain, i am a sadist, and thats all i ever can be.'

Subject: Artemis Strayer (Sound) Mon Jul 09, 2012 5:25 pm

"NO IT ISN'T! You can be so much more!"

OOC Okay and is there some magic word I have to say or is Sydnay not turning at all?

Subject: Sydnay Mon Jul 09, 2012 5:28 pm

I'll let her explain.
Violent Syd will return...

'You...don't get it. If i join you, there'll still be a part of me wanting to lash out at everyone else. I have no control, and i'll want to go back to the DE, just so i can sate my bloodlust in peace.' sydnay felt hopeless.

Subject: Artemis Strayer (Sound) Mon Jul 09, 2012 5:29 pm

OOC Okay that's helpful thanks!

IC

-I put my hand on her shoulder calmly- "I can help you gain control."

Subject: Sydnay Mon Jul 09, 2012 5:31 pm

'I-I'm not sure that's possible. It's been there for so long, and i always give in to it, i enjoy it.' she shook her head, feeling pathetic she was a slave to her own emotions.

Subject: Artemis Strayer (Sound) Mon Jul 09, 2012 5:36 pm

"Knowing you have a problem is the first step toward correct it. You're not a lost cause Sydnay, I have faith in you."

Subject: Sydnay Mon Jul 09, 2012 5:38 pm

gtg, can we pause? ill be back in a couple of hours.
'Really? that means a lot to me Artemis, surprisingly.' She was making a decision in her mind, she would give it up, but she doubted she'd be able to stick by it.

'I still hate your sister, thats not going to change. Doesn't that bother you?'

Subject: Artemis Strayer (Sound) Mon Jul 09, 2012 5:43 pm

"I can't control how people feel about each other."

-I say good spiritedly- "But so long as you try nothing to kill her, you'll be safe..."

OOC Sure bye!

Subject: Sydnay Mon Jul 09, 2012 7:20 pm

She gave him an almost sour look. 'No promises I'm afraid. I don't think alot.'

Subject: Artemis Strayer (Sound) Mon Jul 09, 2012 7:38 pm

"Just trust in me, you'll be in control sooner than you think."

Subject: Sydnay Mon Jul 09, 2012 7:42 pm

She was actually letting her thoughts flow, frowning when she came to the realization.

'If i'm not a Death Eater, someone else in my family will be, to balance it out.' Amaya....perhaps even Bryn?

Subject: Artemis Strayer (Sound) Mon Jul 09, 2012 7:48 pm

-I smile at her- "Then I'll keep being there to save them."

Subject: Sydnay Mon Jul 09, 2012 7:50 pm

She blinked, twice. Sydnay then looked down at her dark mark, it now felt awkward and itchy on her skin. 'you don't get it, someone NEEDS to be there. Our family is a set of scales, tip one side and it all falls down.'

Subject: OOC Mon Jul 09, 2012 7:54 pm

GTG bye!

Subject: Re: Paris, France Mon Jul 09, 2012 7:56 pm

bye crouch!

Subject: Both Sun Jul 22, 2012 3:25 am

Topher: -We land just outside the city where we see Camenzind in a caravan.- "Camenzind?"

Camenzind: "Right on time, Mr. and Mrs. Noir..." -I smile at them kindly-

Subject: Potion Sun Jul 22, 2012 3:26 am

She walked to Camenzind and smiled widely to her.-We missed you.-

Subject: Camenzind Sun Jul 22, 2012 3:29 am

"Hello Martin! It's been far too long!" -I get inside my caravan and pull out a banana split and hand it to Abu who greedily takes it and eats it quickly.-

Subject: Potion Sun Jul 22, 2012 3:30 am

She smiled.-I know! I am glad to see you again.-

Subject: Camenzind Sun Jul 22, 2012 3:33 am

-I smile at her.- "Just as kind as you were as a young woman..."

Subject: Potion Sun Jul 22, 2012 3:37 am

She raised her eyebrow.-As a yougn woman? What do you mean?

Subject: Camenzind Sun Jul 22, 2012 3:38 am

"Oh dear... seems I let the cat out of the bag..."

Subject: Potion Sun Jul 22, 2012 3:41 am

She smiled a bit.-You can tell me anything.-

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