Grand Staircase

Subject: Ace Wed Dec 12, 2012 11:19 pm

'But I need limits... I-I'm insane.' the last word got stuck in her throat, feeling afraid of admitting it. Yet she knew it had to be true.

Subject: I.N. Query Wed Dec 12, 2012 11:21 pm

"Isn't everyone in one way or another? Insanity shouldn't be feared. It should be controlled."

Subject: Ace Wed Dec 12, 2012 11:22 pm

'This is how I controlled it, by shutting my pain. But all it did was-' Ace paused again, feeling frustration grow. 'I don't know what I did! Some part of me just feels empty, but it has to be that way!'

Subject: I.N. Query Wed Dec 12, 2012 11:23 pm

"Please Acy... you don't have to lock it out. You can be you.,"

OOC moving to phone soon.

Subject: Ace Wed Dec 12, 2012 11:25 pm

'No, I can't. I'll hurt more people, I'll cause Eagle pain, I'll cause you pain.' tears were welling up in her eyes.

ok

Subject: I.N. Query Wed Dec 12, 2012 11:27 pm

"I can gurantee it won't hurt me." And Eagle I just flat out don't care about.

Subject: Ace Wed Dec 12, 2012 11:28 pm

'What if.. I had to stop loving you?' she didn't realize the significance of her words, she really had barricaded herself into oblivion.

'What if I couldn't when I was complete? wouldn't that hurt you?'
isnt that why i done this in the first place..?

im switching to phone too btw

Subject: I.N. Query Thu Dec 13, 2012 12:36 am

Shock and despair fall upon my face like a lead weight in water. "Please... why would you?"

Subject: Ace Thu Dec 13, 2012 12:58 am

'there's something wrong. I-i-can't love both of you!' the horror of how much she'd betrayed Eagle began to hit her, making her knees buckle and tremble. 'no..' the guilt forced away her pain, causing a glazed look to cover her expression.

Subject: I.N. Query Thu Dec 13, 2012 1:01 am

"Then don't! Love just me!" I say reaching into my coat pocket for a calming potion.

Subject: Ace Thu Dec 13, 2012 1:05 am

'i..can't..' her distress kept heightening, causing her to curl up on herself, glad most students had disappeared now. 'i don't know, i don't know..'

Subject: I.N. Query Thu Dec 13, 2012 1:14 am

"Let me help you..." I extend the vial to her.

Subject: Ace Thu Dec 13, 2012 7:42 am

fell asleep :L, sorry.

ic her only instinct was to destroy the vial, and she simply continued staring. 'don't want it.' she grumbled.

Subject: I.N. Query Thu Dec 13, 2012 1:41 pm

"You should, it'll help you calm down."

Subject: Ace Thu Dec 13, 2012 3:49 pm

'i don't need to calm down!' she shrieked at him.

Subject: IN Query Thu Dec 13, 2012 3:54 pm

"Yes you do, listen to yourself!"

"You used to walk a tightrope of sanity and madness like me but now you just fell off it!"

Subject: ooc Thu Dec 13, 2012 3:57 pm

ill brb

Subject: Ace Thu Dec 13, 2012 4:22 pm

'that wasn't my fault! something..someone forced me to do this!

Subject: IN Query Thu Dec 13, 2012 4:33 pm

"What did Eagle do to you?!" I demand.

OOC responses may suck

Subject: Ace Thu Dec 13, 2012 4:38 pm

'It wasn't Eagle! one of my actions or intentions forced myself to go crazy!' she sighed, dipping her head.

'What did i do...?'

Subject: IN Query Thu Dec 13, 2012 4:41 pm

"We can figure this out, just please trust in me..."

Subject: Ace Thu Dec 13, 2012 4:43 pm

'Ok, it's not like i have a choice.' she sighed, realizing just how desperate she was in that moment.

Subject: IN Query Thu Dec 13, 2012 4:57 pm

Lack of memory, what would cause this? That was the core riddle and the answer lies with Eagle I'm certain...

Subject: Ace Thu Dec 13, 2012 5:00 pm

'W-why do you and Eagle both care about me? can you explain what's going on?'

Subject: IN Query Thu Dec 13, 2012 5:02 pm

"Well I can explain my account, but I can only deduce Eagles. Which knowing me, is probably right."

"As for me, I love you because I consider you my equal. Your brilliance, and beauty and rationality are simply perfect, like you."

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